Tuesday, June 17, 2014

Tuesday

Dear Diary,

There is still lots of activity in the house but there hasn't been a lot of communication. I did notice the other day when I was visiting with my Grandfather that my Grandmother was around his house when I stopped for a moment to take time to pet his cat. Her presence was very strong in the house as it gave that old feeling that she was there right in the room with you. I felt very comforted by that feeling as fond childhood memories flooded in instantaneously. It has been awhile since I have felt or seen her in his house that strong. A few years ago I used to see her around him all the time but eventually it stopped so it surprised me a little when I felt her that strong in the house.

 This afternoon I was again reminded of her when I fell asleep taking a nap as she greeted me in my dream. I  was conscious at the time that she had passed away from the physical world while in the dream and I even have to admit that there was a pause of worrying in the beginning wondering if she was going to leave again. That all melted away when I started to talk to her. Then as my fears left me I began to take notice that I interacted with her as if she had never left the physical world. It also felt as though no time had passed away at all. When I woke up I didn't have any feelings of loss only that I had been hanging out with her as if she was always there.


Sunday, June 15, 2014

Sunday "Pets"

Dear Diary,

I just wanted to make a note that today is Father's Day. We will be celebrating Father's day today with our children. I love the holidays!

Something I do want to record is that on Friday when I was in the living room walking by the couch the form of a big dog shot out from behind it running past me as I was picking up the room. Now we have a big dog but this was different as this dog was transparent and looked a lot like our dog Sage who passed away last October. I stood there for a moment taking in what I had just seen when I realized what I had seen.

To be honest I have not had a lot of visits from Sage since she died. I have only seen her a few times this past year so it surprised me that she was hanging out in the house. When she passed on she was so happy to be free of her old body as she was 17 when she passed and had had a stroke so it was hard for her to get around.

 Two of my cats when they died used to come and visit us while my husband and I were in bed by jumping on the bed and walking on us. They would also be seen running around the house.  Often I would see the other cats and dogs who were still living playing with them as if the cats were still living. Close friends and some of our family members would see them in the house when they visited asking about the cats wondering about them.

Six months after Allie my cat of 17 years passed away we were invited to go to India in 2010 to attend a wedding. One night I was awakened by a cat jumping on the bed and walking on my body just like my cat used to do while I laying in bed. I was fully awake and remembered checking to make sure. My cat Allie would always come and visit me in the middle of the night to get some extra attention and love as it was our normal routine for many years. Our friends who we stayed with in India didn't have any pets and the windows were all bared with little space for a cat to pass through so there was no way for a cat to get into the room. I enjoyed her company that night and fell back to sleep only to awaken the next morning noticing that she gone. I had no doubt that it was her and that she loved me dearly as she found me even as far away as India.

Yesterday when I was standing in the living room talking to my son a smokey figure of a man casually strolled by behind him. My son never knew he was there and never paused in our conversation as if he knew he had walked by. My only thought was that it is funny that people are not aware of all the activity that is going on around them as life continues on as though nothing had happened.


Thursday, June 12, 2014

Thursday

Dear Diary,

Yesterday as my husband and I were on our way to Kenndale, TX to do an errand we decided to take a small country road to enjoy the country landscape.  After driving a mile on the deserted road I noticed two old men in overalls standing by the side talking to each other in big straw hats. As my brain quickly registered the two men standing there they vanished from my sight. It was then that I realized they were not of this world as we drove by.  After a few minutes I piped up asking my husband if he saw the two men and he said that he didn't. Quickly I described what I saw making a mental note and then going on with our drive and everyday activities.

Last night when I was in the living room with my family someone was trying to get my attention by coming into my personal space in quick whiffs of smokey white energy. After several attempts I acknowledged them out loud when my daughter who was trying to watch a TV show asked me to stop talking about it out loud. I obliged and the activity stopped.

This afternoon with the rain pouring down I decided to sit and watch something in the living room taking a break from my usual day of housework and writing. When I sat down and started to enjoy my show someone tried again to get my attention by moving into my space as white smoke appeared and disappeared skirting quickly past me. This time I allowed myself to take notice that someone was there the first time as it happened over and over again. Then it stopped as I caught sight of the back of someone's leg walking into the dining room through the doorway. From what I saw it was very solid as it looked like a khaki pant leg with a man's tan shoe.

The whole event made me smile as I remembered the night before. Now once again the energy is shifting around me as I write from my desk in another room.  My thought is to wait to find out if they want to talk or just want me to acknowledge that they are there. I never know what is in store as we always have spirits moving in and out through our home. I used to call it Grand Central station.

Wednesday, June 11, 2014

Wednesday

Dear Diary,

 Not a lot of activity around the house today. We are all just trying to get ourselves adjusted from our big trip to California. All the pets were really glad to see us and greeted us with wagging tails and lots of love. The house has been quite but I have been getting messages from my guides that I need to go on a cleanse and reset my body back to a more healthy state. I can't complain as I did enjoy all the rich food and not worrying about calories. 

Monday, June 9, 2014

Monday

Dear Diary,

I have been visiting family in California this past week. I have enjoyed all the extra time that I got to visit catching up with what is going on as our families are growing up. Vacation is a great time to stop and enjoy new adventures as we get to see and try new things with those we love.

 I guess the real excitement was that we got to experience our first earthquake. It was nothing like what  I would have thought it would be. We were at my mother's condo and I was in the hall getting a towel as my daughter was heading to the bathroom to shower. My husband was sitting on the couch and mom was in the kitchen. We were all going about our own business when the floor and walls began to shake. The first thought that went through my head was that the neighbors upstairs were stomping around making the building shake but when the shaking stopped it hit me as I walked into the kitchen asking my mother if that was an earthquake. She confirmed it as we all gathered to talk about our experience. My husband who is handy with his phone found that it registered as a 3.8. Very exciting for us Texas people.What was funny was that my husband had the same thoughts about the upstairs neighbor as I did.

The next day we went to the Pompeii exhibit where the museum did a simulated earthquake to give the effect of what it was like. I thought it was nothing like what we had experienced but thought  it was ironic that within twenty four hours we had two earthquake experiences.  One real and one simulated. 

Wednesday, June 4, 2014

Wednesday

Dear Diary,

I was with my family at a museum when someone poked me really hard in the middle of my back as we were leaving the gift shop. I turned around quickly to see who was being playful and saw my daughter walking a few feet behind me. I asked her if she poked me in which she replied that she didn't. As there was no one else close by, I realized that a spirit was playing with me. I didn't have any contact afterwords but knew someone was aware of us visiting the museum.

Today I was privileged to get to be involved with a house blessing, It was a new home which was different. The owners of the house were very excited about moving in and wanted to make sure that the house and the land were clean. Even if a house is new that does not mean that spirits and other entities are not there. You never know who is attached to the land.

The night before, I did a sweep of the house with my guides to clear the home. The next day, I went with the home owner and another person to bless the house. As the home owner was working with the movers, the other home blesser and I started a process to cleanse ourselves from any impurities or fears that we were carrying that could be imprinted in the home. Then we prayed with the homeowner with all our hearts open asking for nothing but blessings and love to fill the home. It was beautiful and I felt tears well up in my eyes. Next, we blessed olive oil and went through the whole house blessing all the doors, windows, and any open areas. Then we went outside blessing the premises and the land. After a while you could feel the energy change with bubbly uplifting feeling as we swept through the whole home.  It felt like what I would describe asa feeling of unconditional love running all through my veins and all over my body.It was amazing and I felt this incredible high of getting to be a part of it. 

Monday, June 2, 2014

Monday

Dear Diary,

This morning I got a phone call from my dear friend Robin who is still sitting on the roof. She lacks thousand pounds out of one hundred thousand to get her down. She let me know what an amazing time she is having meeting and talking to people about the different ideas to help people around the world who are in need of food. She was excited about the response and already getting on track for next years event. I was enjoying her energy on the phone as I felt very privileged to listen to her as she told me all about her plans. Visiting with her made my morning perfect as she lifted me up with her enthusiasm.

I also got to hang out with one of my family members who is moving and as we were talking, we decided to go through her house to check on a few of the spirits who like to hang out there. She wanted me to communicate with them to let them know that they were moving and it was okay for them to stay in the house but I was there to help them cross if they wanted to go on to the other side. As we went from room to room I noticed that sometimes I would encounter very active energy, meaning that it would feel tingly or scratchy when I entered the room, but once I got into the room and opened up my fields to locate the spirits, the energy would go flat. This was an indicator to me that they had left the room.This continued as we moved through the rooms  upstairs making it very apparent that they were not wanting to communicate.

I am thinking I will try to communicate later on this week as the movers will stir up the energy in the house which might make them more open to communicating. I want to find out if they are attached to the house or to my family in which they will move with them if they are.  In the mean time, it is all about patience on my end as I will make myself available to talk.