Monday

Dear Diary,

 Not a lot of activity this weekend. We were busy with celebrating Valentine's day which is a very special day to let our friends and family know how much we appreciate them. I was a little surprised that the ghosts in the house didn't want to hang out like they usually do but sometimes they tend to keep to themselves when the house is busy.

I have been feeling something these last few days and as I was thinking about it I decided to look up the moon cycle to see what may be happening on a larger scale. From what I could see on the moon calendar this morning is that it looks like this Wednesday is going to be the dark of the moon or what some call the new moon. Hmmmmm... sometimes it gets calm before a storm. I feel something happening but can't put my finger on it as of yet. It may be nothing but good to be ready just in case.

Photo by Steve Noyce - Taos, NM

Friday

Dear Diary,

This morning on my way to write in my diary I walked through someone in the bedroom. When I walked through the ghost I got the impression it was a woman as she was hanging around the foot of the bed near the television. I had the TV on to have some noise in the house and I am guessing she was interested in what was on.

As I was walking through her she seemed to be startled and a little shaken because she lingered longer than I thought she would once I moved through her. I even had time to walk to my chair before she disappeared. I do want to say in my own defense is that I didn't notice her until I was already walking through her so I didn't mean to be rude.

Yesterday we had a few visitors from the other side come and go but they haven't been as visible and making themselves known as they have been before. They seemed to be more interested in doing their own thing and not really trying to interact with us. It will be interesting to see what happens this weekend when we have a full house as Valentine's day is tomorrow.`


Photos by Steve Noyce

Wednesday "Angels"

Dear Diary,

Yesterday a dear friend of mine invited me to breakfast at a local restaurant close to our neighborhood. I always enjoy visiting with my closest friends as we are just ourselves when we are together. As we talked I couldn't help softening my gaze and scanning the room to see who was there from the other side among the people who had come to eat at the restaurant. When I did this a women having breakfast with her friends caught my attention and then as I watched her a beautiful angel started to appear behind her standing within her aura field. The love that came from the angel for the women was breath taking. Then I moved my eyes to see if there was anyone else that would make themselves known and my eyes settled on a man at another table where a ghost of a tall slender young women stood next to him with her hand on his shoulder watching him visit with his friends.

Then I remembered I was sitting with my friend and allowed myself to sit there in the moment to visit as she took time out of her day to spend time with me. Of course I shared what I saw. My friend is clairaudient which is to hear the other side. I favor clairvoyance which is to see the other side. I am also clairaudient but don't use it as much unless I am working or making a conscious effort to communicate.

As we sat there we caught up on our lives and then our conversation turned to angels when she showed me a picture that someone took that she thought might look like an angel. I have to say that in my own experiences I have had a few occasions where my own angel guides appeared to me. I have a good relationship with my angel guides and I do communicate with them when they come into my energy field.

Looking back it was only eight years ago that I started to see my angel guides and other angels around people. As we continued to talk I tried to describe to her what I see when they show themselves. Angels look as if they are a brilliant golden white light in the outline of a human form. They have rays of light that radiate from them that some may describe as wings. Their form is extremely bright, as bright as the sun but you can look at them without hurting your eyes.

They also beam unconditional love and you feel their love if you are accepting of the love. Like all things in the universe unconditional love is not forced as it is a choice to accept it or be fearful of it. I know that sounds silly but when people are in a vibrational frequency of fear it is hard for them to feel love that is right in front of them. When I am with them it is like being with my dearest friends as I feel very comfortable in their presence.

It was a delightful morning!








1st Photo by my sister Angelique- not a picture of an angel but the light is similar.
2nd Photo by Ana - Taos, New Mexico 

Monday

Dear Diary,

It was a great weekend. I got a lot done in the garden and enjoyed being with our family. Even with all that has been going on in the house I have noticed that we are starting to have a little more activity again. Saturday afternoon I was sitting on the couch in the living room when a white mist caught my attention as it rolled off of the floor moving towards me and then right through me. I felt a nice tingly feeling and I knew that someone was just saying hello. What did surprise me was a few minutes later I felt something on my right hand. When I looked down I could see a white mist rolling off the contour of my hand. It was an eerie sight and I have to admit that it startled me so much that I froze. I couldn't help staring at it as it continued to move and then dissipated into the air. That has never happened before.

Yes, I have had ghosts pull on my hair and on my clothes. I've been touched, pinched and even jabbed. I have had a few who like to hover over me and sometimes I have been pinned down by them where I couldn't move. No, this was different and to my knowledge I have not ever been aware of them following any outline on my body. It was weird!... The feeling I got was not fear just taken aback a little because I had not ever experienced that before.

I did acknowledge the ghost by saying hello but got no response. The ghost seemed to just be stopping by making his presence known to me. Later I would catch glimpses of the same ghost moving in and out of the rooms when I was walking through the house at various times. Sunday we decided to go out to brunch with the family and the ghost made a slight appearance. It appeared as a soft white mist moving through the door when I opened it to go into the ladies room. Last night I didn't notice the ghost around and in fact slept like a log. This morning there is still no sign of the ghost. Who knows, maybe the ghost decided to find someone else at the restaurant to hang out with. Ghosts can be fickle that way...

Photo by Steve Noyce

Friday "Spirit Rescue"

Dear Diary,

I was asked the other day what is Spirit Rescue?  Let me explain a little about the work... When I started to work with one of my friends to help cross over ghosts I learned so much in working with the spirit world and how to help others on both sides. When you work with Spirit Rescue it is not only helping the ghosts move on but also learning about their personal life stories. It is like working with helping people who are lost. The only difference is that you are communicating on a different level using telepathy, energy, and impressions, etc... Ghosts will also imprint their memories into your mind and they become as real as if you had the experience yourself.  The more you work with the spirit world it is a lot like working in this world as your name and energy gets out there and others will look you up to get help. You also become more attuned to the spirit world making it a lot easier to connect on the spot.

I have had people ask why ghosts don't cross into the light and the answer to that is always free will. Even if a person has a deep faith in their religion there are always human aspects that keep them tied to a loved one or to their past existences when they were living. I have even talked to some ghosts who didn't have a clue that they were dead. In some cases there were ghosts who were afraid of other ghosts and like in their physical lives gave up their power to the other ghosts not feeling that they had the power to choose to cross into the light. Violent deaths or fear of the light will also hinder a ghost crossing. Injustices and judgment are others to name a few.

There are also ghosts who still want to take revenge or feel like they are not worthy of the light. Some may even be anger or enjoy still inflicting pain on others. For whatever reason they become lost, trapped or even stuck in the existence of living in the dimensional world between the physical world and what many call heaven. Purgatory is a word that seems to fit the description of this world in- between but it can also be a personal hell when not connected to the light that we are all created out of. This is where the spirit rescuer comes in and as a mediator places themselves in the line of service to help counsel the spirits on the other side to help them move on into the light where they are awaited by their loved ones and spirits that will help heal and work with those who are still disoriented. The part of the Spirit Rescuer is to use their natural spiritual gifts as they work with their angel guides to help the ghosts cross over.

Spirit Rescue is not limited to ghosts that were people, there is animal ghost rescue etc...

Side Note: Books that are good in helping explain some of the process of Spirit Rescue.  But of course these do not take the place of a reputable Spirit Rescuer teacher and being out there in the field.

1.Spirit Rescue, A simple guide to talking with ghosts and freeing earthbound spirits. by William Davidson

2. Healing Lost Souls, Releasing Unwanted Spirits from your energy body. By William J. Baldwin, PH.D

3. Spirit Healing, Native American magic and medicine. by Mary Dean Atwood, Illustrated by Bert Sebourn

Painting by Robin Evans

Wednesday

Dear Diary,

I was surprised that there wasn't a lot of things happening in the house with ghosts even though last night was a full moon. I did however have a few interactions with a ghost who wanted me to know what was on his mind. It was nothing big just letting me know that he was there.

I also had a lot more interaction with my angel guides who answered some of the questions that I had as I was clearing out some old energy patterns and working on a some personal lessons that needed to be addressed in my own life. In the past people have often asked how I can tell the difference between my angel guides and ghosts. My question to them is how they can tell the difference between a family member and stranger. The same is true with my guides and ghosts as I know my angel guides personally.

I know what my angel guides energy feels like when they are with me in a room. I know how they sound when they speak to me. I also know what they look like when they make an appearance. They are not always with me as they come and go doing whatever they do when on the other side. I do know that I can ask or call on them for help anytime I need them. They also check in on me sometimes when I am aware of it and sometimes when I am not as I am focused on something else until one of them says something and then I am aware of their presence.

Ghosts are different and there are so many of them coming in and out of the house or anywhere we go. The best analogy I can think of for being around ghosts is like going to a public place where there are lots of people. You know the people are there and they are going about their own business until you talk to someone or they introduce themselves to you etc... Otherwise they are just there. When I hear a ghost talk to me it is like meeting people who have their own voice and sound like they would as a person. It is no different then meeting a live person only they don't have a body.

In my case I am strongest as a clairvoyant but I am also clairaudient. The difference is that a ghost will have to make more of an effort to find my energy frequency to talk to me. If I want to talk to them I have to make some effort in concentrating so that I can communicate with them. It is a lot like switching from one language to another where you have to be aware of changing over from the language you are used to speaking everyday. For me it takes a little more focus to keep up the conversation with them if I engage with them in a discussion. (It is also a little like the difference between hearing and listening)

When it comes to me seeing ghosts I am already attuned to them on a seeing level so it is hardly any effort for me to see them unless they don't want me to see them and then I have to go into the third eye or work with my angel guides opening up my energy fields to find them. This only happens when I am doing Spirit Rescue or needing to communicate with them, otherwise I leave them alone.



First Photo by Ana's sister Angelique - Vatican City
Second Photo by Steve Noyce - Rome, Italy

Monday "This Weekend"

Dear Diary,

Well, we have had a lot of activity in the house this past weekend. I didn't have any trouble with the dark entity that dropped in last week but I had lots of other ghosts who made themselves known.  There was so much activity in the house that I even stepped on someone or something. It happened Saturday around mid-morning when I was walking into the bathroom. For some reason my gaze caught something laying on the floor but I was already walking into the room before it registered what I was seeing. As I looked down towards my foot I was able to catch a glimpse of something that looked like a small dark smokey image laying on the floor trying to move out from under my foot. As soon as I saw it I knew that it wasn't one of my pets but something from the other side. After I lifted my foot it quickly dissolved into thin air. The way I would describe the feeling of stepping on it was almost like stepping a sponge made out of dense air.

Friday I got sometime to myself as everyone else in the house wanted to watch a movie in the living room. I got into bed to read and was really enjoying my book when I noticed some movement out of the corner of my eye. When I looked up I could see shadows moving in the bathroom. I had forgotten to turn the lights off after brushing my teeth so the big light was on making it easy to see into the room. That is when I caught sight of someone floating in up towards the ceiling moving quickly past the doorway in the bathroom. At first I wasn't sure what it was until it happened two other times, one right after the other. I knew then that there were ghosts doing whatever it is they do. The incident didn't bother me as they seemed to be occupied with each other so I went back to concentrating on my book.

I had another encounter in the kitchen Saturday evening when I was in the bedroom folding the laundry. I caught sight of a shadow moving out of the corner of my eye and turned my gaze towards the doorway just in time to see what looked like the same kind of smokey images moving in the doorway up close towards the ceiling. Again all I did was to make a mental note of it as it felt like the ghosts were playing around with each other so I went back to folding clothes.

Last night, which was Sunday, I went into the kitchen to turn off the lights to get ready for bed and as I touched the light switch I just so happened to look up towards the dinning room only to see two light hazy images of two people standing there looking directly at me on each side of the dining table. What caught my attention was their ominous presence. I then hastily turned off the light. Even though the light was off I could still make out their images from the light that shown from the other room that was still on. The ghosts were still looking at me making me feel a bit uncomfortable as if I were bothering them. I then felt a heavy sense of being self conscious and went back into the bedroom feeling like I had somehow intruded on them.  It took me a few moments to shake it off.

 This morning however I did decide to check the moon calendar to see if there was something going on that maybe I should know about, only to find that we are having a full moon this Tuesday. Wow, the ghosts are starting to get really brazen around here. My personal philosophy is if they are not draining anyone, being obnoxious, needing help, or being a threat to us or themselves they are welcome to move through our home until they find the next doorway to exit. If they need my help or are causing problems then I will take the action to step in otherwise it is day-to-day living with ghosts. It hasn't ever mattered where we have lived or visited in the past. It is always the same and in my own life experiences I have not found anywhere where there aren't ghosts. They turn up eventually...

Both photos by Steve Noyce;  India 2010