Wednesday

Dear Diary,

Our family left to go back to LA late on Monday night. We spent yesterday playing catch up with errands and house work. I was too busy working on things to even take the time to notice any energy or changes in the house.

As for today it turned out to be very eventful starting early in the morning when I got a disturbing text from a lady about a dog who was hit by a car. The text set off a chain of events all morning and afternoon finally resulting with a really good friend of mine who is a part of a animal rescue team picking the dog up and taking him to her veterinarian. The little one didn't make it but between the two women and the people on the rescue team they made a huge effort in trying to get the proper care for the little dog. That I am sure of.

As for the ghosts in our home I haven't paid any attention to them with all the distractions and they have not been aggressive these past few days in trying to get my attention. However my daughter reminds me that the ghosts are still here but they seem to be more interested in what we are doing so they are keeping themselves in background.

Photograph by Steve Noyce - New Delhi, India

Monday " A Scream in the Night"

Dear Diary,

 Saturday night I woke up upset and couldn't go back to sleep. I lay there in the dark trying to relax and not think, when all of a sudden a scream of sheer terror ripped through the room. The hairs on the back of my neck stood straight up. The scream was so blood curdling that it seemed to pierce through my soul in anguish that something was feeling such pain and suffering.

My sleeping husband slept through it but our pets seemed to be just as disturbed as I was. I quickly checked on them finding that they were all okay. The pets were all in their beds looking around trying to find the source. Scanning the room I wondered if my husband had made the noise in his sleep but he was sleeping very soundly and quiet even for him. After hearing such a noise my nerves were set on edge. There seemed no possible way to fall back asleep without my mind taking over turning every thought over in my head. I lay there in the dark trying to get a hold of myself when I got the idea to read something up lifting to keep my mind from racing and taking me somewhere that I didn't want to go. I already knew that what we heard was from the other side and that who or what was no longer in the room.

I grabbed my phone finding an article on Light bodies. I was wanting to teach a Light Language class to help others learn about their own Energy Signatures and had been toying with the idea of setting it up for several years. Just a few days ago I had the realization that now was a good time to put the class together. By shining a light in the dark I can make a difference teaching others how they can connect into their light and shine their lights out into the world. I know that there are many out in the world doing this work, but the more lights we have can shift the suffering on the planet. I was reminded again tonight that it is my turn to step up to the plate. Things can change if we learn to move into the higher consciousness. After making the commitment to myself I finally fell into a deep and very restful sleep.

Note: Yesterday someone did ask me about the ghost who knocked me out the other night. I haven't had any contact with the ghost since but have also been preoccupied with the animal situation. I don't believe that the scream came from that ghost. What I can say for sure is that I know that ghost seemed to have gotten what it wanted from me on the other side but again I don't know what that was. I trust my angel guides and they were not alarmed or gave me a warning that I was in any kind of danger. What I do get is that whatever the ghost wanted was resolved and it moved on. I do have a peace that resonates in my being from that encounter.

photographs by Steve Noyce - India

Friday "Anger"

Dear Diary,

One thing for sure about attracting the spirit world's attention is that you have to be really careful about your emotions as they can be a calling card for the different levels of ghosts around you. I was doing so well until last night when our family split up to go in different directions for the night. After everyone had left I had a brief conversation with a friend on the phone who shared some information about some animal abuse that was happening.

My first emotion was shock then anger took over my whole being. I love animals and people! Driving home I started to text some of our friends who I know are animal advocates to ask for advice on how handled the situation. I got a text back later in the evening offering help in finding someone to do an investigation. That one text helped me to get a hold of my own anger. I could feel my energy going dark before that and knew with that kind of signal shooting out into my energy fields that it was inviting all kinds of lower energies which only brings trouble.

Side note: What I know is that people who dabble in the dark and lower energies think they can control the dark side. That is not true. The dark side serves no loyalties but themselves. They will turn on a dime and will come back to haunt you. They feed off of the lower emotions and if you are afraid of them they will stick around enjoying the feast your lower emotions provide them as they become stronger. Light and staying in your integrity is the only way to change the energy and to move your emotions away from the lower energies so that they will leave you alone. Mature sensitives knows this. Sensitives who are learning can fall into this trap leading them into a web of darkness if they don't learn to control their own emotions and stay on the path of light.

I am much calmer this morning and I will continue to concentrate my efforts in working to find more people to put an end to the animal situation. 

Wednesday "The Anxious Visitor"

Dear Dairy,

It has been busy again with our family visiting but it has been joyous being with them. Lately I have not noticed a lot of activity in the house but last night was a whole different experience. I woke up around 1 am and found my husband and all the pets sound asleep. I got up to turn down the air conditioner thinking that it was a little warm in the bedroom and that was what woke me up. When I got back into bed I was wide awake. Whatever I did I couldn't go back to sleep. My mind kept racing with ideas and wonderful projects to work on keeping me up.

At 3:50 am I looked at the clock and realized I had been up for a long time. That is when I remembered my antique wind up clock had stopped ticking a few days before and I had forgotten about it. After checking the other clock in the room I rolled over to wind my clock and change the time when I noticed that it had stopped at exactly at 3:47 am. Now that was very strange.......Coincidence? After winding up the clock and setting the time to match the other clock I tried again to fall asleep. When I closed my eyes I could feel an electrical current running up and down my whole body giving me the sensation that I was rocking on a boat. Then as I was enjoying the experience I was suddenly slammed in the head from such a hard force that it knocked me out.

I woke up this morning with a slight headache. I had no memory of any dreams but the aching in my head reminded me what happened before I lost consciousness No attachment! After doing a mental scan I noticed that I didn't feel afraid or even too concerned about what I experienced last night. I did however feel that it would be good to take some extra time to myself today and see if I can find out what exactly happened. Whatever hit me wasn't angry, evil, or possessive. I am confident of that. What I get is a feeling that it was a bit over anxiousness. My husband brought me a cup of coffee which helped ease the pain in my head and I spent the rest of the morning grounding myself. I also checked in with myself making sure there wasn't any damage or that I had an attachment.

Photographs by Ana

Monday

Dear Diary,

Saturday we were in Austin and got back late from being out with all of our family for the Fourth of July. As we parked in the hotel parking lot someone walked by my side of the car. Usually there is nothing unusual about that except that I was on the verge of opening the car door and didn't want to smash anyone with it. When the man passed I proceeded to get out only to realize that there was no one there. Confused it took my mind a few seconds to catch up that he was a ghost because he looked so solid. Looking around the parking lot I could see that we were the only people parking at that time. It was really late and I told my family what I had seen, laughing it off.

Sunday when we got home the ghosts in our house seemed to be really happy that we were there. I kept seeing flashes of white smokey images passing by me when I was unpacking. Later when I turned off the lights and closed my eyes my head kept lighting up with a such a bright light that I kept checking to see if anyone had come in and turned on the lights. Then I realized that I was being visited and acknowledged them before falling asleep.

Photograph by Steve Noyce - Taos, NM

Friday "Happy 4th!"

Dear Diary,

I got to spend some time with my grandfather last night. I am always happy to see him and enjoy visiting with him when I get the opportunity. He is 96 years old. One thing for sure is that my grandmother who passed away in 2008 likes to hang out with him. She is not there all the time but she makes her presence known when she is there. A few years after she died she used to materialize right next to him when I would visit. I loved seeing her as it comforted me to see her. Grandpa even told my mom that he sees her when he goes to bed. Now I see more of her energy and feel her around him when I am with him.

Grandma also comes to visit all of us at our house and she has gone to see my mother in LA. We always know when she is there as she leaves dimes for us before she shows up. After that she makes herself known by brushing up against us or something will happen letting us know that she is with us. The dimes are just a calling card from her. I have thought on occasions about crossing her but I know that she waiting for grandpa and she doesn't drain any of us. To me that is a big flag that she has crossed into the light and just likes to check up on us.

Well we are heading into the 4th of July weekend so there will be lots of family around. I am really looking forward to the holiday and being with everyone. Who knows who will also show up this weekend from the other side to help us celebrate?

Photographs by Steve Noyce

Wednesday

Dear Diary,

I has again been a very quiet past few days. I have only seen a few sightings around the house but mostly in the bedroom when I was getting ready for bed. I only saw the white whiffs of smoke skirting around me and then making their way across the bed as if I were in their way. No one stopped to chat or even seemed to be curious so I didn't pay a lot of attention to them. I have woken up at midnight these last few nights and stayed up until three am but I didn't notice any activity. Tonight is a full moon so I hope that is what is waking me up. I am so ready for a good night sleep.

Yesterday I did however have a wonderful lunch date with a new friend who has also had her own experiences with the other side. I found our time together to be so freeing as we were able to share and discuss some of the things that have happened to us. It was a very bright spot in my day.

This weekend we will have my side of the family visiting for the fourth of July so it will be interesting to see how the ghosts who come to visit will respond. I do enjoy our time with everyone.

Photograph by Steve Noyce - Tuscany, Italy