Friday

Dear Diary,

These last few days have been a welcome break from the astral projection. I had to really back off and allow myself some space to breath. I have been focusing more of my attentions and efforts on a Healing Circle that will be starting up in August.
As for the two that were at the foot of the bed at the beginning of this week, I haven't encountered them since. I did flood myself and the house with lots of energy in gold & white light. All of that was done to raise the vibration so that the visitors don't come into our energy fields that are not in that higher frequency. Even with the change of energy in the house there is still some activity but the interesting thing is that I see more animals moving around the house. (ghosts) I am not the only one who notices. The pets will react when they run into one of the ghost animals. It is kind of funny to watch...

Photographs by Ana - Malibu, CA

Wednesday "Things that Make You Go Hmmm..."

Dear Diary,

Early Tuesday morning I had another astral jump landing me back exactly where I had been before. When I realized where I was I made a quick decision to go back to my body. After returning I looked at the clock and was surprised that it was close to the same time it happened the last time, 4:20 am. I ended up walking through the house several times trying to ground myself and calm down. When my husband woke up to go to work we talked about what I had experienced.

The rest of the day was normal except for my daughter's and my own cars' batteries were both dead. The funny thing was that I was the last person to have driven both of them the day before so it seemed a little odd. My husband had to replace the batteries. As for the ghosts in the house, there wasn't a lot of activity. There were a few fleeting glimpses of white smoky images moving through the rooms but as soon as my full attention landed on them they would disappear.

There was something I forgot to record that happened on Monday morning. I woke up early with two men standing at the foot of the bed in the form of what looked like water vapor. I knew they were men as the way they stood and were built. Lately I have been looking at the time when things are happening and so I saw that it was a little after 4 am. One seemed to me to be middle aged and the other looked younger although I couldn't make out facial features.

They hung out for a while as I was reading. I kept glancing up to check on them beacuse they seemed to be really interested in us. I wasn't nervous just wanted to know where they were. After my husband got up I got out of bed and forgot about them as the house became alive with pets wanting to be let out and fed. I didn't think about that encounter again as I was preoccupied with what had happened on Saturday that is until now when I remembered the visit and am writing this...   Hmmm...

Photographs by Cameron

Monday "Astral Projection"

Dear Diary,

I am going to have to say that this weekend stands out a little I have been networking to get the word out and sending healing energy to help change the energy. I have started to astral projection again. In the past it was not something I've done on purpose as it was clearly spontaneous. This time it was a little different.


Saturday morning I found myself in a cold sweat laying on the bed after pulling myself out of a situation knowing I may have crossed some boundaries. This experience was a huge motivation on Sunday to seek some advice from a friend about how I should handle the situation and maybe even find a teacher who is more adept at how it all works. Clearly I need to learn to to be more in control.

My friend's main concern was getting stuck and not being able to return to my physical body. That is not something I was worried about because I have every confidence that I am capable of making the trip back home as I am fully conscious once I land. The problem is that I am not always aware of leaving my body so taking precautions can be a slight complication. The whole experience can be a little bit disconcerting as I find myself suddenly fully conscious somewhere else from where I began. In this case I found the experience to be highly disturbing in where I was. Lucky for me she had someone in mind to help me learn more about how to control it. That I am grateful for!

This experience of astral projection is not something new as it seems to come and go in my life but only lasts for a few months then stops so I haven't really focused on learning how to control it. After the night before I am leaning more towards the direction of taking the extra time to learn.


Photographs by Steve

Friday

Dear Diary,

One of my friends came over last night to help me shift some energy using the Reiki healing energy. It didn't take long and when you use that much energy it also clears so much in and around the house. I was really grateful for her help. After she left I let the dogs out to do their private business and when I opened the door to call them I noticed that the crickets were extremely loud. I thought it was strange and forgot about it until I opened the door again to retrieve a glass that I left outside. When the sound hit me again I made a note of it knowing that something had definitely shifted.

A few hours later I was in the bedroom walking past the door when I saw something that looked like a small animal run past the doorway in the living room and heard it bump into the back door only to bounce off and run past the living room door again. One of the dogs who was beside me saw it too and walked cautiously into the living room with me following behind. The other pets were not in the living room. They were in fact in the bedroom with me so it wasn't one of them. It looked so solid even though I knew that it was a spirit animal but felt like I wanted to investigate it anyway. Sure enough between me and the dog we didn't find anything.

When it was getting late I went back into the bedroom to get ready for bed when I remembered that I didn't turn off the lights. Everyone was asleep in the house so I made my way in that direction. As soon as I walked into the living room a women passed right through me. I only had a few seconds to realize what I was seeing before it happened. She was tall and slender wearing a knee length skirt. Her blouse was tucked in and had long puffy sleeves. I didn't see any color. I saw her as a white smoky image that was well defined making it easy to see her clothes.

Finally after turning out the lights to go to bed I noticed that I could hear the crickets sing from the back yard. They just seemed to be loud last night and I made a note of it while thinking that I didn't remember ever hearing them from the bedroom with all the windows closed before. I slept peacefully and got up early this morning to meet with one of my Reiki clients who I see at her home. It was a lovely session but before I left I noticed that all was calm around the house.

Photographs by Steve Noyce - India

Wednesday

Dear Diary,

Our family left to go back to LA late on Monday night. We spent yesterday playing catch up with errands and house work. I was too busy working on things to even take the time to notice any energy or changes in the house.

As for today it turned out to be very eventful starting early in the morning when I got a disturbing text from a lady about a dog who was hit by a car. The text set off a chain of events all morning and afternoon finally resulting with a really good friend of mine who is a part of a animal rescue team picking the dog up and taking him to her veterinarian. The little one didn't make it but between the two women and the people on the rescue team they made a huge effort in trying to get the proper care for the little dog. That I am sure of.

As for the ghosts in our home I haven't paid any attention to them with all the distractions and they have not been aggressive these past few days in trying to get my attention. However my daughter reminds me that the ghosts are still here but they seem to be more interested in what we are doing so they are keeping themselves in background.

Photograph by Steve Noyce - New Delhi, India

Monday " A Scream in the Night"

Dear Diary,

 Saturday night I woke up upset and couldn't go back to sleep. I lay there in the dark trying to relax and not think, when all of a sudden a scream of sheer terror ripped through the room. The hairs on the back of my neck stood straight up. The scream was so blood curdling that it seemed to pierce through my soul in anguish that something was feeling such pain and suffering.

My sleeping husband slept through it but our pets seemed to be just as disturbed as I was. I quickly checked on them finding that they were all okay. The pets were all in their beds looking around trying to find the source. Scanning the room I wondered if my husband had made the noise in his sleep but he was sleeping very soundly and quiet even for him. After hearing such a noise my nerves were set on edge. There seemed no possible way to fall back asleep without my mind taking over turning every thought over in my head. I lay there in the dark trying to get a hold of myself when I got the idea to read something up lifting to keep my mind from racing and taking me somewhere that I didn't want to go. I already knew that what we heard was from the other side and that who or what was no longer in the room.

I grabbed my phone finding an article on Light bodies. I was wanting to teach a Light Language class to help others learn about their own Energy Signatures and had been toying with the idea of setting it up for several years. Just a few days ago I had the realization that now was a good time to put the class together. By shining a light in the dark I can make a difference teaching others how they can connect into their light and shine their lights out into the world. I know that there are many out in the world doing this work, but the more lights we have can shift the suffering on the planet. I was reminded again tonight that it is my turn to step up to the plate. Things can change if we learn to move into the higher consciousness. After making the commitment to myself I finally fell into a deep and very restful sleep.

Note: Yesterday someone did ask me about the ghost who knocked me out the other night. I haven't had any contact with the ghost since but have also been preoccupied with the animal situation. I don't believe that the scream came from that ghost. What I can say for sure is that I know that ghost seemed to have gotten what it wanted from me on the other side but again I don't know what that was. I trust my angel guides and they were not alarmed or gave me a warning that I was in any kind of danger. What I do get is that whatever the ghost wanted was resolved and it moved on. I do have a peace that resonates in my being from that encounter.

photographs by Steve Noyce - India

Friday "Anger"

Dear Diary,

One thing for sure about attracting the spirit world's attention is that you have to be really careful about your emotions as they can be a calling card for the different levels of ghosts around you. I was doing so well until last night when our family split up to go in different directions for the night. After everyone had left I had a brief conversation with a friend on the phone who shared some information about some animal abuse that was happening.

My first emotion was shock then anger took over my whole being. I love animals and people! Driving home I started to text some of our friends who I know are animal advocates to ask for advice on how handled the situation. I got a text back later in the evening offering help in finding someone to do an investigation. That one text helped me to get a hold of my own anger. I could feel my energy going dark before that and knew with that kind of signal shooting out into my energy fields that it was inviting all kinds of lower energies which only brings trouble.

Side note: What I know is that people who dabble in the dark and lower energies think they can control the dark side. That is not true. The dark side serves no loyalties but themselves. They will turn on a dime and will come back to haunt you. They feed off of the lower emotions and if you are afraid of them they will stick around enjoying the feast your lower emotions provide them as they become stronger. Light and staying in your integrity is the only way to change the energy and to move your emotions away from the lower energies so that they will leave you alone. Mature sensitives knows this. Sensitives who are learning can fall into this trap leading them into a web of darkness if they don't learn to control their own emotions and stay on the path of light.

I am much calmer this morning and I will continue to concentrate my efforts in working to find more people to put an end to the animal situation.