Thursday

Dear Diary,

Well, I have been really sick for the last few days. Yesterday I slept most of the day only to get out of bed when I had to.  While I was watching TV keeping myself company I noticed whiffs of smoke moving around the bedroom close to the bed then disappearing. When I closed my eyes images of people's faces were coming in and out of focus in my mind's eye. After that I started to see a life boat and someone falling out of the boat. I quickly opened my eyes wondering what that was all about but when I went back to see if I could catch anything it was gone. Still to sick to pursue it I closed my eyes, and went to sleep.

Today I am feeling much better, and have been able to be up, and about the house. The only thing is that I have noticed that something has changed. This morning as I was coming out of the kitchen with a cup of tea I saw a solid image of a women sitting at my desk facing the window. Surprised I had to do a double take, and when I did she was gone.  Later in the afternoon I was in the kitchen heating up some chicken soup, and had just picked it up to move to the kitchen table when I bumped into a tall man walking around the corner from the living room. Startled I gasped almost spilling my soup, and in a flash he was gone. Again he was not a whiff of smoke but in full view almost solid.

Even while I was typing I saw a black cat sitting on the table next to my desk. The cat was not one of my pets and quite solid sitting there watching me write. As my brain seems to be slow in registering to what I am seeing it faded away. Seems to be strange?

I almost forgot to mention. They had layoffs yesterday at my husband's work. The good news is that he still has a job. The sad news is that there were people that the company let go.  I am grateful for the dreams letting us know that things were about to change in our lives.

Monday "The Dream"

Dear Diary,

I felt the earth tremble this morning waking me up out of a deep sleep. Then as I was coming into consciousness of the physical world I had this feeling that we had an intruder in the house. As I started to open my eyes I saw my husband getting dressed for work when he noticed me. Immediately he began to tell me that we had a tornado that passed by our home taking out the neighbor's tree. Then he went on to say that the town next to us had tornadoes which came our way coming close to our home. Still trying to wake up I listened to what he was telling me thinking well that must be what I felt when the earth moved this morning.

He went on to tell me that we had an intruder in the house while we slept, and he was looking everywhere, but couldn't find anyone. Then he said that he even checked the pantry, the wash room, and the dinning room. That is when I realized that what he was telling me must be a dream. I asked him straight out if he was dreaming, and he said, "yes". That made sense, but I had picked up those images when I was waking up. I could still feel the earth vibrating in my bones when I was waking up. "How strange", I thought.

After he left I got up making a cup of coffee, and went on about my morning. Later on he called me, and told me that his company had just announced that they were merging with another company. His company was having a meeting this morning at 11am to talk about it with all the employees. As he spoke his dream came into focus as I could see that it meant that there may be chaos around us, and people whom we know will be up rooted. The intruder in the dream was another sign of something changing in our lives without us inviting it.  Hmmm.... It was neither good, or bad. It was change that is heading our way, and to get ready for it.... 

Sunday "Haunted by the Living"

Dear Diary,

Another good question came up this weekend and I want to address it.  The question was if living people can haunt you. The answer is "yes". From my own experience I have been haunted by the living. Many years ago I had a friend whom I loved very dearly but it came to a point where the relationship became toxic and we had to part ways.  This is one of those relationships where you have to cut all communication so that each of you can move on and heal learning from the experience without judgement.

A few weeks after the break up. I woke up to my friend's voice screaming my name. Startled I sat up in bed hearing my friend crying out asking where I was.  I shook off the whole experience  feeling a bit unnerved as it did feel like they were just in the other room of the house yelling at me. A few days later my friend called me on my cell and wanted to know where I was. We did talk but it was confirmation that it was best that we both move on.

A month later I had a little get together at my home. One of the people who was attending looked up  toward the back door and asked who that was standing there in the living room. I followed her gaze to see a blurred image of the person whom I used to call my friend. Everyone in the room saw the image and asked who that was as it faded from our sight. I bust into tears explaining the whole situation and what was happening to me.

That was not the first visit or the last for a long while until I found a teacher who explained and validated for me that living people can haunt just like the spirits. She told me that the way to handle this was to work with the other person's higher self in complete unconditional love allowing the person to let go to bring healing to all. After working with my teacher to heal that relationship on the astral level we were able to work it out. Now, only once in a great while out of the blue we still make a connection but it is nothing like it was. When it happens it all comes in as a knowing with knowledge of the other person not a full visit.

Friday

Dear Diary,

Okay last night was amazing.  I have been working on trying to problem solve in a situation that has fallen into my lap. I must admit that I have been getting a little anxious about getting it done. Last night when I received an email that was not what I was hoping to hear I had to take some time to rethink the next step in the best interest of the situation.


 That is when I decided to sleep on it and was just to tired to think. I went to bed falling quickly into sleep. I got up again around 1 am realizing that the air was a little think with energy. It felt a lot like a room packed with people in it. As I came to full consciousness I turned on the light noticing that the room had really changed as the air seemed almost think enough to see it. Okay now I wasn't just feeling it I was also seeing it. I let myself explore the energy that surrounded our bedroom, and it all seemed to be very loving, and supportive. I did a quick check on my husband who was fast asleep. All seemed good.

That is when the inspiration for the response to the email that I had received earlier came to me.  I was in a space of unconditional love, and the words started to flow clearly within my mind. Quickly I got out of bed, and went to the computer typing out an email feeling loved, and supported by everyone in the room.  I knew that I wasn't alone. There were others on the other side trying to help solve the problem that I was facing. It was beautiful!  After that I thanked everyone in the room for their help, and climbed back in bed falling asleep until this morning when the cat jumped on me waking me up to feed her.

Yesterday I spent time with my daughter who I told her about what I had seen on the ceiling. Her first question to me was what kind of energy was in when I saw that. Then she asked if they wanted anything. I told her "no" since I didn't ask. This morning I realized that last night I was in an energy that needed help. I didn't have to ask for help as my energy of being frustrated in trying to solve the problem was sent out in my subconscious mind, and from my energy field. That is why the room was filled with others who wanted to help me find an answer. Again, I am reminded what my guides said to me the other day about being mindful of what I was attracting in my life at this time.

Analyzing the whole experience I also am very grateful for another confirmation that I am supported on both this side, and the other side of the curtain. I do see now what the guides were talking about.

I do want to make a note...... that during the day I have noticed that I get so involved with my physical life as I do errands, or meet with people that I am less aware of what is going on with the other side. Sometimes when I am not as distracted I will often run into ghosts, or beings that are out, and about so it is not something that is only going on at the house. It is just that when I am at home there seems to be less distractions, and I am more in tune with what is happening on both sides. This includes the evenings, and when I wake up at night.

Thursday

Dear Diary,

I have not had a lot of activity in the house lately as I have been really focusing on things that have been happening in our family.  I still saw the usual flashes and silhouettes of people walking around in our dining room when I was sitting in the living room.

Last night I did get a little nervous when I got a flash for a few seconds of someone crawling on the ceiling of the entry way of our home. That was really usually for me as I see ghosts hovering, or standing so it was odd for me to see them upside down crawling on the ceiling. It did remind me of something that was out of a horror movie. They were going towards the door leading outside so I kept my fear in check so not to attract attention while doing a double check making a quick connection with my energy field. I wanted to make sure they were friendly. There was no cause for alarm as they didn't have any interest in us at all so I let it be.

Today I was in the living room visiting with my daughter when someone passed right between us. It was so subtle that I almost didn't catch it. The whiff of smoke emerged between us, and disappeared almost before I realized what had happened. I have gotten used to ghosts moving around the house but my eyes still catch the movement taking my brain longer to process it.  

Tuesday

Dear Diary,

This morning as I was driving to see one of my Reiki clients I was nearly hit by a man merging to get off the highway. I dodged around him with my small Mini Cooper making a clean pass without a mishap.  As I moved on down the highway traffic came to a stand still. Five minutes later I was sitting there with the rest of the cars waiting for the traffic to move. For some reason I just happened to look up in my rear view mirror just in time to see a women changing lanes coming over into my lane. What startled me was that she didn't seem to notice that the cars had stopped. As I sat there with cars all around me with no place to go I realized I had to get her attention. Quickly I glanced in my side mirror, and in that split second she saw me stopping just in time to see my car. We sat there for a second looking at each other in the mirror feeling that connection as we both acknowledged a narrow miss.

Soon after this event traffic started to move, and within a few seconds we were all sailing down the road as cars began to thin out with the mix-masters. I was relieved, and started to pray asking for protection. I also used my Reiki Symbols blessing the car. Two close misses had got my heart racing. As I got closer to see my client a bird flew up from the side of the road just missing my car. It was close enough  that I saw it's white, and gold belly as it flew towards my windshield, and up over the car. By that time I had had it!  The universe was trying to tell me something, and I needed to know what it was as things were being flung at me. Once I was able to see my client, and start home I opened my Akashic Records, and asked the record keepers what was going on. They said, "I happened to be in a space where I could attract things in my life, and for me to pay attention to what I was attracting."

What I didn't mention earlier was that my husband has had a neck ache for the last few day which the guides said was due to stress. We tried working it out of his body, but it wouldn't release. This morning he woke up with it gone, and I woke up with the neck ache. We transferred the energy, and I took on his stress. He felt great, and I hurt.

During the Reiki session the Reiki energy not only helped my client, but took the stress, and neck pain away from me. I also used positive affirmations looking for unconditional love, and joy within myself. When I found it an overwhelming feeling of love burst out of my heart dissolving any stress that I seemed to carry. I felt like a child playing peek-a-boo when someone takes the blanket off of you. Pure joy, and delight shot through me making me feel all giddy. Later on while I was out driving again things that I would have considered to be annoying only brought laughter that spread through the cabin of the car. The day continued to be full of joy  as I loved being with all of the special people in my life that I came in contact with.

Monday

Dear Diary,

So much has happened since I last wrote. Saturday morning I woke up to song birds singing by my window. It was such a beautiful song that I decided that my day was going to be filled with laughter. The morning was a joy spending time with my family, but in the afternoon I received a phone call from my mom that my family in California had a little bit of an emergency. Everyone is okay, but for a while we were all in that state anxiousness. I did find that prayer and Reiki are very powerful in those times since I couldn't be there in person, but I could still help in my own way.

Sunday was amazing as I was honored to teach a Reiki Class. Again finding that connection with the Reiki energy from Source, and sharing that with the students is always such an amazing process. When I explain Reiki I let people know that it is a prayer without words.  

I have to admit that it was fun during the class as flashes of lights moved around the room letting me know that the curious from the other side were wanting to see what was going on while the class was being taught. I didn't focus my attention on the ghosts because my attention was on my students, but when the students left the ghosts made their presence known. Smoke passing through the living room, and moving in, and out of the dining room. When I finely went to bed last night I had people drop in as I was falling asleep telling me things that were going on during the day. I was too tried to really listen, and found myself asleep waking up this morning refreshed.